The Balance of life

I have tried to write the first line of this blog about 10 times now, which is very ironic since I want to talk about the balancing act which is my life. If you are any thing like me, life is a constant balancing act, often I load up with so much stuff that I tip my self in to chaos or go to the polar opposite end and not doing enough and tip myself into complacency. If I am lucky and the universe and I are in harmony then I do find that balance for a short time but quickly find some way to muck it all up.

Balance right now is a very tricky thing for me to obtain at this point and time, I have started this whole new chapter in my life which is college and because it is so new I am have a very difficult time organizing my life. When I was part of the working world, it was simple get up work twelve hours come home and pass out. On the odd days I was not exhausted I would try and have some sort of social life or get to the gym.

The tricky thing about college is, I have a lot more unscheduled time but the catch about that time is I need to use it, to do important college work or something to better myself in the field study. This is were problems arise for me, I am great with a schedule but give me free will and that is were it all gets messed up.

Luckily for me I caught this before I became way to over whelmed and have made adjustments to cater to my new life style. Between college, home life, the gym, my social obligations, relationship and people who depend on me, I feel I am slowly obtaining my niche in life again.

However by no means have I perfected this. It is very easy to tell when things are going smooth the two places I spend a lot of my time, my car and room are perfectly clean and organized. Right now just like my life they are clean but unorganized. Slowly but surely I am getting there, were ever there is. I am sure when I obtain balance again, life will happen and throw me off but that is okay because today I embrace the challenge or life and get excited for all it has to offer.

Well that is enough about writing about balance time to put it into practice and get some home work done.

Been awhile

So it has been some time since I have sat down and actually wrote a new blog post. There have been many a times were I had the intention to but just never got around to it, or found TV or the Internet more interesting. It is amazing I can let a new interest slip away that easily but I guess it is like anything else in life worth doing, unless you continually work at it, it will not become habit. It is so funny that the contrast to that is the things not worth doing can become a habit so easily.



A lot has happened since I wrote my last blog and by no means am I going to try and cover two months of my life in one blog. As I write this, I am almost recommitting to this blog.



It is really funny how the universe some times speaks to me. I have started my journey in college and a key component to the program I am in is communication. So the prof was talking about different forms of communication and asking the students which they used. He finally got to blogging and asked who in the class blogged and as I looked around to watch for hands to come up, I saw none. I did put my hand up and was recognized but I really felt like a hypocrite because I actually had not sat down and blog in some time. I hate feeling like a hypocrite so here I am blogging.



Life is changing so much for me right now and is moving so fast, it is nice just to sit down and write it all down and to put it all in perspective. The biggest change is going to college which I am truly loving even though it can be difficult at times. This however deserves its own blog so I will leave it at that.